iluvdeidara9975

So, with Tumblr going down the shitter I'm really gonna try and start uploading here again. (Wow Dee, we've heard that before) yeah, I know, but I really do wanna try this time. But I need to get core, because still having to use a name I chose when I was 12 is just r u d e. Don't get me wrong, I may be ten years older, but I still love Deidara, but not enough to call myself iluvdeidara9975 😂

is it bad I have a crush on one of my best friends

well she likes someone else but she said she liked me... what does that mean...? what does one do in this situation? I like Leanne but is it worth it? I don't wanna get hurt again...

I didn't think I liked her. it was a random occurence. I thought she was cute, but then i mentioned it then Chardonnay totally shipped us... then I got to thinking well my silly brain said "welp! you like her! she is cute and funny you dummy! you like cute and funny!" I realized I smiled at her messages. My heart did flips and my stomach got butterflies. oh silly you. you have fallen for her. so quick and so easy, but thats how it should be. no tears and no stress just happy she says she isn't beautiful and she won't find the one. you know otherwise. you see her in a whole other light, and hope to someday show her how wrong she is *happy sigh*
Ill tell her soon i promise lol

im in front of you don't you see?
the one I spoke of.
who is crazy about you and you don't even notice /u\

p.s. your freckles are cute as hell.